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I'm 20 and here's my story.

I weighted 71 kg when I was 14 years old, then I started dieting and went to 37 kg and actually got anorexia and went to the hospital for 6 month.

In those 6 month I got up to 52 kg

(I am 162 cm btw)

Then I got discharged and after a while I got a depression and went back to the hospital for 8 months. In those 8 months I got medication that had a side affect - gaining weight.

So I came up to 71 kg again.

After 8 month I got discharged.

My depression got worse and I was always scared to go on the streets by my self and I was even more scared if it was dark outside.

Well I turned 18, and after a month they send me back to the hospital for 3 months.

In those 3 months I gained 10 kg, but I also lost them very quickly, so I was back to 71 kg. I went on vacation with my family for 2 weeks. When we came back I overdosed for the 30 time (I am not even kidding) and got send back to the hospital. I was there for 18 months. In the first 11 months I gained 24 kg, so now I was 95 kg. Then after 11 month they gave me new medication that doesn't had the side affect of gaining weight. So I lost weight. I actually lost all 24 kg. I got discharged after 18 months and I moved to a place where other young people from 18-25 lives, that have any problems. Now I weigh about 71-73 kg. I really want to weigh between 55-60 kg. That's my goal!😉